So today was an okay day. I feel again like I am slowly on the decline. I haven’t been so good expressing my worship at work. Towards the end of the day I just became very tired, I still maintained a positive attitude but I allowed myself to feel drained and almost bored. I wrote letters to God throughout the day to express my heart to Him, the day was quite busy so I couldn’t really commit to it. After that I went to a birthday party, got home late and had a very early morning. I tried to spend enough time with God before going to bed but that failed. I sill felt His presence though. I don’t want to mess this up, I don’t want to lose Him.